now I think I understand my inner struggles a bit better

I keep forgetting my heritage. Yeah......let' s see........there is the connection to Abraham Lincoln on my dad's side.....in fact that is even my dad's name in real life.........and them my mother's side....the connection to George Armstrong Custer..........yeah....related there too......and then the Native American connection no one talked about much from my father's side........uh huh

pretty much sums the MAIN issues up don't you think?