Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Not much new. Slowly but surely getting things done around the condo. Will be glad to finally have everything organized and cleaned up and moved to the storage locker etc.

It exhausts me to even think about it all but we are making headway! I feel crappy tonight. Feels like my kidneys are aching which is NOT great. I may have to increase my kidney stone pills for a few days to see if that helps.

Otherwise.....I am going to get to bed a bit earlier so I can get up earlier to start work earlier! The cycle never ends. With all I have to do anymore I sometimes wish I financially did not have to work full time anymore. I so need to concentrate on taking care of Noah and doing things around here that it can take up all my time just in itself. BUT unless a windfall comes my way I doubt that will happen.

Then you get depressed thinking about how long you might have to work. Most older people I know did not plan well for their retirement and have to keep working as long as they can! I don't think that is exactly how it is supposed to be is it? I will be out of a full time job soon as my job is being phased out completely due to reduction in work force. Great timing huh. Change is good and needed though. BUT...really gets you to thinking about "what's it all about anyway?" haha