I guess I have been feeling a little of the COLD aspect of the Full COLD Moon this month. A few things have happened this year to really snap me back to reality in regards to people and how many are not whom they try to portray themselves as being. You would think one would learn this and remember it for future use...but...I guess I still believe in giving one the benefit of the doubt....or believe in honesty and integrity....truthfulness...only to find once again I know few around me that understand these qualities and characteristics. SO...I have had my eyes shaken open and now they are WIDE open.....my sense of dreams feels like a bug that has been stomped on...left with broken legs and body to wiggle around on and not get anywhere. Things are weird right now and I have a lot of things that have been left unsaid....for there is really no reason to say them other than to make myself maybe feel better....as it will not change a person....or reality...or even me. It changes nothing but wastes a lot of energy. Maybe I should record it on tape and burn the tape or something...I don't know. Part of me is a little ticked off ...not at the entire world...but a definite select few. I am over it though at the same time....because I realized it is their problem and only mine if I allow it to be and it is so not worth it. Life is too short....life has too many possibilities to allow creepiness and crap to seep in.
So...after spewing out this first December dreamboard....I went back to attempt another...one to maybe help me see my way into the coming new year....
okay...here is my second December moon dreamboard.
I know I still believe in magic and dreams and that I am the one in charge of creating my own reality. This is a very magical time of year and I absolutely refuse to let anyone destroy that for me. This next year will be a time of growth for me....of making dreams come true and accomplishing goals....of determination and hard work...of changes.....and to be honest...I am tired of waiting around for my life to sort of happen on its own....I gotta make whatever happen happen if I want it to....so look out 2011!
6 comments:
Wow Melinda - it sounds like you have worked through A LOT creating those two dream boards. Keep on dreaming, believing in magic and creating the life of your dreams!
I find both of your dreamboards very beautiful. I think it is awesome you went back and created a second dream board. So powerful and ripe... for the dreaming.
my dream board is right here!
I so agree with both your dreamboards. But really like the second one... Esp. Look out 2011. Great boards.
*★Merry★* 。 • ˚ ˚ ˛ ˚ ˛ •
•。★Christmas★ 。* 。
° 。 ° ˛˚˛ * _Π_____*。*˚
˚ ˛ •˛•˚ */______/~＼。˚ ˚ ˛
...˚ ˛ •˛• ˚ ｜ 田田 ｜門｜ ˚
Okay--now I'm really flummoxed. I want to feature THIS, too. You are a poet, photographer and incredible artist. But I'm not surprised, you know. I think you are amazing. I would love to feature THIS one, too.
This fills my eyes and inspires my heart.
LOL Beth....just post a multiple feature link here or something....haha
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