So....now my sister Angela is back in the hospital...not sure what is wrong with her. They now think it is a "middle ear" infection.....she cannot even stand up she is so dizzy. Hope to find out more today. My grandma is doing okay....but my cousin told me that she told her doctor that her and grandpa are "just waiting around to die". Made me and Debbie start to think about that and getting older. I can see where you could easily get depressed. PLUS...on the talk show tonight I was listening about biological experiments that have been done on our own people and service people....and MANDATORY vaccinations...and down the road what could happen to people who might refuse them. Got me then to thinking about the "end times" and "taking the mark of the beast". Not sure if these could be related or not. How do we know what are really in those vaccinations? How do we know they do not at the same time inject us with some number identification, thus we "take the mark of the beast" ?? REALLY can start to make you wonder and wonder what you and your family would do. I mean they are saying you could be quarantined......lose your house and all your possessions.....clothing..food and water to be taken away if need be...etc...etc..etc. Sounds so hard to believe our country could end up like that but at the same time why? I suppose it could happen. PLUS there are things that happen all the time we never know about. I imagine if people resisted the vaccination they would find another "secret" way to make sure we were all immunized to different things. Look at kids now. They are required to receive all these different vaccinations. Could really make your brain tired and depressed trying to think about all this...and yet we are responsible....and especially responsible for making the right decisions about our children and our own lives. I did a 2 year Bible study on the book REVELATION from the Bible. I may have to go back and review all my information from that. Scary yes!!! I guess many of us just prefer keeping our heads in the sand so to speak so we do not even have to think about it. I wonder about all the people who never get to voice their opinion? LIke older people...or sick people...or children....etc. They could be vaccinated without them even knowing about it. I doubt you could totally escape civilization either could you? I am sure someone could always find you. How about the homeless? How would they even know about them? Almost seems impossible that they could vaccinate everyone....I doubt the government even knows where everyone is do they? I suppose they do or they could find out.

Anyway...still taking Christmas decorations down. I really need to get this done. Keith is taking a vacation day today. Noah goes to preschool. I watched 7th Heaven.....Everwood and at the same time switched back and forth to the Hallmark channel to see a movie called The Long Way Home with Jack Lemmon. It was really good. Got you to thinking again about getting old and not just sitting around waiting to die......but to LIVE.

Lights out outside again. Not sure who messed with them this time. Keith replaced the one right across the parking lot from us. The one on our end is missing the bulb and dome. The other one across the lot and at the end is out or missing a bulb. I think kids are messing with them again. WHO KNOWS..but what a pain in the butt. AND it makes it super dark outside.

Well...I need to get to work. Lots to do. I get to bring the computer home from work. I will need to get a work station on wheels to put it on. Will be nice having 2 PCs here. While Noah is on mine I can now work if I want to.

Okay..more later